i have a lot to look forward to but yet i'm not looking forward to it.
let's see here erica just came over my aunt's for about 4 days. she left and now i'm lonely. sounds stupid, but whatever. i'm leaving this house on friday. i'm tremendously excited. erica and i worked out that me her rachael and courtney are all going to go to summerfling on saturday. hopefully i don't screw up anymore friday night so i can go. sunday warped tour. and monday i start volleyball camp. stupid enough i'm the most excited about volleyball camp then any other. i'm so undecided first i hate it and never want to do it again and then i can't wait to start it up again. pfft. my mom calle me around 8 and said she passed little caesars and saw rachael standing out there with her sign at her 'job'. that sounds weird. and then it hit me. i miss rachael tremendously. and i really can't wait to see her saturday. hope she can go, actually. if not sunday. hmmmmm let's see here what else, oh yeah. i'm extremely jealous of erica. we've expanded our friendship on making fun of fatasses. aw man... i'm fat... ooohhh. i haven't said that in about 3 hours. i need to go home. and sleep in my own bed. kick my sister out of her my room. my mom told me she cleaned up my room and organized it and everything, and then christina moved up and trashed it up once again. there's something about my room (or my bed) that's really cozy and attracts everyone. that's sounds sexual, but it's not. august 16-sin city comes out on dvd. i need to stop basing my life around movies.
hopefully mom isn't still mad. i appologized. said i was going to put it back, which iwas. she seemed to believe me. i hope she can trust me again.



I really need to see Elizabeth Wall before the end of the summer or i think i might go insane.





i need a boyfriend